smile, its free.

It gets harder each day. I want to live the life God has given to me but i waant to get it back to Him...may be sudden but i so so so want to. These get stronger and stronger each time. If august 13th come and i turn 17 and i am alive...its a miracle. I will Love God forever, not as if i will ever stop but it would be stronger. I need to be free of everything. I just cant do this anymore.