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So ok, i havent been writing blogsa but just due to others. So where do i start? A month is a long time in my world...but not in everyother life. So i have been ok, not the best but still not bad. Im on my summer holidays atm and they are not over till i go back on the 16th of august. Until then i dont have a lot to occupy my time, i do have a cadet camp from the 23rd till te 5th so thats 2weeks and i also have my birthday after that but thats not a happy thing, usually im not 'happy' on my birthday. What else?...er.. I love my baby twin cousins more thank anything, and between them and the bible- im alive. Its been a tought month, i have just had such all over emotions, aand been very teary. Honestly i have been crying at everything. My big bro cam back for a day from uni and we were talking..he is going to see if i can get into summer schoool next year so i can finally do nursing in uni next september. And go onto mental health nursing...but im not sure about thhat just now as i cant look after myself nvm anyone else. We will see...but its a some thing i really want to do. But i hope to keep these up..thanks to anyone who reads these.