lets see what happens.

So its a new day at school, and sorta a fresh start? We will just have to see where this one goes. I really dont want the self harming to continue, i want it to stop. I dont want any more scars on my body, or anything else just want it to stop. My weight is up and down and that aint going anywhere, i want to be skinny, like very skinny. Too skinny so im too ill to live so maybee i will die. All i want is to be happy, and free. If anyone can help me please do. I need it so bad before i get too out of control and i may not see tommorrow, or the day aafter if i do something too silly. Im scared, is it right for me to be scared if i plan to do things to myself which may not have any going backs?