what pisses me off like something chronic.

Ok, well there is this girl who is my 'friend' and anyway she is nice but whenever its her and other friends she ignores me. Like yesterday at cadets..she was just really not liking my company and then she was like natalie can I borrow your phone to call my mum but on friday I alreaady said yes so I just had tae say yes. And after that she never really spoke to me and as we were getting off the bus from cadets she gave me a hug. But this girl speaks her mind all the time without thinking. Then afterwards she is like 'I'm so sorry, I didn't mean it' but sahe obviously did!! And I'm also just learning all this stuff at cadets as I'm not high enough in cadets to reaally be doing this stuff but when I get it wrong its like she laughs at me aand it hurts cause 'everyone starts somewhere' and I always say this. Its just a moral cause at band when someone plays a wrong note or they aren't very good or they have just started playing, c'mon it doesn't sound great...but we al started in the same place so no-one should laugh right? And othet thing..she is a slut. She lost her v at 15 with her forever bf, but before that she was doing everything with a guy apart from sex. And anyway that guy ended her, she wasa hurt. But she kept on pulling and other stuff with guys apart from sex, anyway she goes out with this other guy now...was out with him for a week and shags him..they split and they go out for a day and do it again. Now c'mon!!! Another thing that's annoying is that when I went out with this guy- scott, I wanted it to go slow. Cause I really think sex shoul wait till 2 people are in love. But anyway we were only like kissing and things like that for a month and I liked it. It wasn't fast or too slow, but she was telling him to go further and me and tell me whata to do. Oi was like stop stressing me out! It was tough but anyway 5 months later he dumped me cause 'we didn't have enough time fore each other' but we did he just never made it. And I'm guessing cause know that heat of the moment- yup we went there and I said no. So I left I didn't want to feal preassured. I know this is sill but I know it was right. If someone can't wait for you they aint worth being with. And btw, this girl was like woah..oi don't see why you never. But yeh she is still a friend..I fell bad for bitching about her but I was just pissed off. And sorry for the pityless rant.