updating myself.

So im going to stop using my blog for private stuff. As someone said it is better to write it in a journal or talk to them. Its so hard to do this so im giving up and not talking. I dont talk for my benifit, only others so they themaselevs dont feel alone or they dont get in my state. Im sorry to anyone who is reading them but i have had my shot and if people dont appreciate it how am i going to appreciate telling my story?- its uncomftorable enough. Anyway last update, im ok. Have been a lot better, very tired atm..and sore. I have just taken sleeping tablets 20mins ago so its taking its affect atm. Foods ok, SH lets not go there. If you want to talk messaage me on twitter, or send me a email Nicee@live.co.uk. Or text/call me, 07581506340. Thanks.